Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile The name is ZOE. I'm Attached to my one and only Baby :D Chocolate, Cheese, Ice-cream and 456 are my four best friends, they're not always by my side whenever I need them. So can consider giving them to me when i am sad (: Dont ever snatch this 4 best friend of mine from me :D My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all. Tagboard Bitchy♥ Mediabox "If we live our life in fear, I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again "	Tuesday, February 26, 2008 so many things happen. &i dun have energy to post. didnt went to school today. i am sickkkk! fever,headache &no energy at all. can faint anytime lar. &duno y suddenly back pain. shoulder pain. &duno y my eyes hurts so much. i haven went to de doctor. waiting for my mum=x i feel like as if my whole body is burning=x really! hais. actually going to movie today. but yet, i am sickkk. RAHH! nvmm. i have so de no energy alrd. bye! Wednesday, February 20, 2008 HAPPY FIRST MONTH WITH LEYINGSTEADD! wahahaha. went to sch as usual today. nth much happen oso. den common test chem. omg. i duno how to do=x difficult lar! wadever den math. emo. den phy. common test oso DAMN difficult. =x end up alot nv do i jiu pass up *laugh* den recess. eat. chattt with mr samuel LOLS back to math. emo again. i am always emo during math lesson i duno y=x change place. as yt wan me go find her. den go chat with her blahblah den art. keep playing with lena[yo-ing partner!] HAHA! we keep joking with each other lar. *laugh* today art is so damn fun! HAHA! den eng. went to com lab oh. fun HAHA! did de project work i went ard asking ppl wad they doing for their part. cos we doing de main page wahaha. so fun lar! lena[YO-ING PARTNER] angryyy! rahhh! scold de guy for her. HAHA! *laugh* denden. errrr. went back class. chinese lesson until 2.15 cos waste ms ong 15min den must bu hui LOLS. rahhh. den 2.15 like tat ohmygodddddddd! look out de window &is like. hell loads of people lar! like from 2C to de 2B behind de staircase there lor can imagine how many ppl rite LOLS! they wanna find binghe de cos ytd he run away when they finding him. lalala. watch show=x but end up he run in to ML room find teacher!! hum eh? wadever &he just scolded me in msn. so fuck wadever BINGHE, OUR CLASS BLOG IS NOT FOR U TO SPAM HOR.DUN GUAILAN LEH.YOU DUN LIKE 2c, LIKE AS IF WE LOVE U SO MUCH LIKE TAT. YOU DUN WAN WORK HARD LAST YEAR FIRST DE LOR. DEN DROP DOWN TO NA BECOME OUR FAULT LIKE TAT. WHO WILL LOVE U LAR HOR? OHMYGODDDD! ok wadever *continue* ok. lols. den ehh. went to cca. rush there cos saw ms nithiya alrd. LOLS! most dulan cca i ever have. things go on like tat ok, first, i am damn suay. honestly. damn suay same group as satish, &two new member. which.. nvm. &two sec 1. wilson and i duno who=x suayyy i cant really talk there lor. =.= fuck lar. ms nithiya put me as leader. which damn is like damnfuck cos i dun wan. cos got satish there &he should be de leader in de first place so i wont so dulan rite wtf no chance to talk at all =x i should be de one asking Question. &yet. my job have been snatch =.= wtf. satish went on doing all things. &told wilson tat he dun care me. ohfuck. den mr neo came wilson told him to change leader &he ask for reason so told him. &mr neo say cannot change. den say wad let me do. okfine. den when i asking. no one replys me. &tat indian guy went on to talk to mr neo or wadever den i ask de rest no one reply. den when tat indian satish came back, he went on asking them, writing on de paper SO FUCK! dulan dao fuck lar. den i was like. wa. cb sia. den i dun wan care anything liao lor. i let him do. den i tell them something mah. edn all bochap me. fuck lar. act nv hear. cb, den i was like. really damn dulan liao. den i all oso dun wan care liao lor. &satish came asking me de project things. i told him, u do everything lar. u de leader leh. den he reply, u are de leader tat's y i ask u. den i say i just now give opinion u all oso dun care still ask me for wad fuck? den he say wad so..(ask de Q again) i say, u decide lar! i oso dun wan care liao. u decide can liao den all look at me i @ there stare @ de paper. LOLS! i oso bo chap den he go on ask another ppl. CRAPS LAR. super dulan can &end up, i duno wtf they discuss abt. wadever lar. ok cca ends. first grp to leave waited for sylvia. den cahtted with lena we @ there emo HAHA claming to say something *LAUGH* den after tat went down with sylvia first walk ard. den went up find lena they all lor den went out to eat first &went back sch. went to find SJAB de ppl den pei kelly walk to bus stop waited for de bus with her HAHAHA! got reasons lar. *laugh* after tat went back sch. awhile, went back home le lor. went to gekpoh first. bubble tea shop with xinyi den back home. fridayyyyyy! lalalala! Labels: i freaking love leyingstead Sunday, February 17, 2008 i am back from movie with janet, kelly & zhelun! lalala. &all i noe is i had sooo much fun today although my feet hurts! LOLS! puo pi lehh! lalala went our ard 11+ today waited for them to reach. so damn long=x janet came. den sean and zhelun came. zhelun came up to me &give me de thingy=x LOLS! den when de bus came, sean say he dun wan go alrd. den he went back=.= LOLS &zhelun keep say he miss his gay parter which is sean LOLS! *laugh* ok, wadever LOLS! ehhh. reach jp, zhelun buy water. lols. den he treat me drink leh. LOLS den after tat take 172 to lot 1 lor. in bus i was like emo-ing lar. thx to zhelun lar! LOLS!bully me!snatch janet with me de!LOLS den in bus very queit cos i emo-ing blahblah reach lot 1 went to find kelly den went up to buy tickets. lalala all i can say is zhelun is so goooood lols! he treat us watch movie lehh! lolslols! so good lar. den after tat went to take neo oso zhelun pay ohmygoodddd so richh! LOLS take take take den went looking for bagss lalala went to zinc shop lols stayed there like almost 1hr? LOLS! de salesman so funny ahtom. LOLS! *laugh* den saw esther too. sec 3 de den after tat me and kelly buy de same bag lar. lalala. LOLS! wahaha. den zhelun paid for us FIRST lols! i still owe zhelun 20$ lalala. blahblah. den after tat ermmmm went to movie liao bah lols. slack in there. eat. emo. wait. slack. sleep? LOLS! joke. ok. wadever ahlong ptd lte. LOLS de show quite sian lar but den some part funny me and janet like keep playing lar. LOLSLOLS so funn watever LOLS den u noe, got one put, de show hor, de mark lee, LJ tio burn LOLS! *laughs like mad* den after tat me and janet not laugh tat one lor me and janet is laugh zhelun and kelly LOLSLOLS *cannot sayy* lalala when de movie end, went back &you noe, we duno how to exit LOLS! de sign there put exit ok, nvm. den we go out, it become de roftop or wad lar. something like tat LOLS den we all keep tell zhelun. we dun wan jump down leh LOLS! den we walkwalkwalk got 3 person behind us mah we dunoo de lar. den they follow we all lols den got one door can open den we go in see, de stairs like tio block like tat den we all walk back again den got de uncle ask de bangala there how to get out of there LOLS they point tat door which we open just now. den we walk down de stair LOLS! *i keep laughing like mad lar!* ok. wadever went walking ard. &back kelly mother sms her ask her where she. cos her mum oso going back home so, no choice kelly need to take another bus home lor. blahblah after tat, only left with zhelun and janet and me lor LOLS! zhelun in bus snatch janet with meeeee! RAHHH! den i act emo but den i keep at there laugh LOLS wahaha. den after tat reach wwss there we going down mah den in de bus got alot bangala den janet @infront of them keep make alot noise sia LOLS cos she like keep going to fall lar. *laugh* walk to meet sean saw kwangwei, terence &bookie @ de basketball court there. den after tat waited for sean. &walk to gekpoh freakkk LOLS. my leg pain den after tat got puo pi somemore. wth LOLS reach gekpoh, sit down zhelun eating only all watch him eat lor blahblah when he eat finish, slack awhile den go back lor janet walked the other way lor. huggged her & off LOLS den after tat sean and zhelun take bus home nah den after tat i so fake ok. nvm LOLS lalala. zhelun take back "his" things hur LOLS! *laugh* *malu* den zhelun pass de thingy... LOLS blah! den i walk very fast lar walauuuehhh! cause my leg pain! LOLS! rahhh! den come home rest just now yixuan they all come lar. so cute LOLS! lalala they re back alrd. ok wadever shall stop here le post alot alrdddddddd just hope u like it hur. it's just a gift yea. not wasting money oso lar! lalala so many couple going break soon? wadever lar. might as well all break rite single still sutis better? Labels: complicated Wednesday, February 13, 2008 i have enough all of this. really enough. i have seriously no mood to post. just pray for me to die. so tat i wont have any more trouble so tat i wont cry everyday, everynight. so tat i will stop seeing those things. so tat i wont get jealous easily. so tat i wont stop you two from steading. so tat i wont slit myself again. so tat i wont get scolded when i slited. so tat i wont see my friends get hurt. so tat i wont be emo. so tat all my friend wont come starting to ask me wad happen. one day u will find me missing. seriously. wads de point of living on this world when i have so many trouble. i left with 2chioce. really. i duno wad happen to me too. things are getting more and more complicated. &from today onwards, i will TRY to stop talking in class. &concentrate on my work. cos i really have enough of everything. enough. really. i wont say bye when i am gone. it makes me feel more hurt. you are not in fault. u dun nid to cheer me up. just do ur own part. i am not blaming u. if u wan to tell him wat i have told u, go ahead den. let him hate me den. really no point of living anymore.... i am having headache now dun feel like thinking of anything now. just wish tat i could die rite now... hope tat i can just landed in de hospital rite now. headache. Wednesday, February 06, 2008 CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE![[: wahaha. i super duper high todayy! LOLS! wahaha went to sch as usual slack slack slack. den slient reading all this went back class did de decoration thingy! wow. i first time saw 2C sooo united! so cool. divide into diffirent groups lor. de community oso help ok! but we more mangg(busy)! LOLS! we keep went ard do this and tat call ppl help out den help to paste, help to cut lols! busy riteee! tat's wat me, yeeting and de rest doing hur. LOLS! rahhh! wadever very pleased. cos 2C FINALLY united! how cool! okok. 9 stop work went to hall waited for de concert thingy blahblah den after tat concert start me and veron super high ms ong soooo cuteee! mr samuel so funny lar! lols! yeap. nasrul, yaofeng and terence went up stage for de game thingy but although we nv win, they still put in their afford yeappp. den after tat de sec 4 and 5 game lor den me and yeeting saying, scarly 5B de sean went up den when we saw them coming up, really saw sean LOLS! we at there keep on laughing non-stop lar! wahahaha den sean still wear de "skin" of de you zi. LOLS! so cute lar wahaha blahblah. den singing thingy me and veron super high! we walk here walk there sing here sing there clap here clap there de LOLS! so high lar wadever. after tat dismiss, waited for him at canteen blahblah. den after tat went to 1C to see there decoration DAMNNNNN NICE! super nice super cute! really. den went to our class slack so niceee. LOLS! wadever lar. blahblah den after tat went to alcie house down there de play ground slack slack slack until 1 like tat den went home. i keep on hugging yeeting today hah! so funnnn! we keep say bye bye to each other den hug LOLS duno how many time den xinyi is i keep say fuckyou. &something funny happens! LOLS! wahaha after tat when walking home, saw karinMUMMY! I RUN TOWARDS HER AND HUG HER! lols! wahahaha! wadever den walk home blahblah aunt&godmother&godfather came at ard 2+ den eat steamboat tuan yuan fan lar LOLS tml chinese new year arld! wahaha wadever LOLS blahblah lar. &they are back alrd. waha ok lar shall stop here le. bye bye! Tuesday, February 05, 2008 hellos! reopen blog again! wahaha && new url! wahaha. THANKS TO YEETINGNUER! HELP ME TINK DE URL! LOLS!okok. no mood to post alrd back tml ok!
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