Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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![]() The name is ZOE. I'm Attached to my one and only Baby :D Chocolate, Cheese, Ice-cream and 456 are my four best friends, they're not always by my side whenever I need them. So can consider giving them to me when i am sad (: Dont ever snatch this 4 best friend of mine from me :D My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.
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"If we live our life in fear, I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again "
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Monday, June 30, 2008
okah, i am feeling damn much better bah[: still, thanks people. ohwell. went to sch as usual. thought yt went sch alrd. so went straight to sch. didnt saw her, pull veron out with me. LOL go her block there wait for her. den went to sch. reach sch saw... lalala~ ohwell. den went up hall. sit down emo=.= ok wadever. got de talk on de bullying things de. wapiangeh. den de duno wad mam arh. talk abt de how victim felt or wad lah something like tat. wapiangeh. damn related to me sia. -laugh like maddie- damn related lah. den nasrul they all keep look at me den laugh wapiangeh. so funny mehhh. went back class, but before tat hor. when walking back. i really laugh like maddie lor! wapiangehhhh! cos i saw my baby photo. got one is i act liang popo de. wapiang. damn freaking funny arh. tat one. really laugh dao peng. den H.E lesson. nth special=x PE. wapiangeh. run 2.4 kao eh. i damn giddy sia=.= ok fine. wadever. run with alcie. damn tired. fail sia. HAHA ok fine. after tat, engggg lesson HAHAHAHA! i laugh like maddie. really even lena do so HAHAHA! den yingjie cried]: cheerup[: & u noe! I MAKE HER LAUGH! [: cos i tell her i show her something.(liang popo pic=x) she sure will laugh de. den i show her. she laugh lehh. hahah! i keep showing to lena. she laugh like i duno wad=x ok fine. me and lena laugh till like we drop on de floor. LOL damn funny ok! -laugh! ok stoppppp! * i am facing de pic now* LOL!ohfineeee! shhhhh! after tat is recess. went to change. den went to eat. super hungry saw steaddd! [: she hugged me, i hugged her. make yt jealous. HAHAHA blahblah. den phy lesson close fans again=.= wadever lah. damn warm lah. keep making jasman. haha. he emo before recess. but after recess he happy liao HAHAHA. i noe reasonnn! JASMANNN! ORHHOR! -laugh. den maths lesson. ok lah. the teacher teach i still understand lor so gooood! [: lit. hahahah! class noisy like hell siaooo! i oso duno whyyy~ -laugh. den chineseeee ms lim not there. but den hor. class super noisy lah. den ms lim come back awhile rite den all kena scold. LOL! den got spelling wapiangeh. alot duno siaa! after tat, ermmm. do worksheet. no need to stay back today[: but need tml]: ok fine. actually going find mr ramesh de. den in the end tml den go find bah after tat, actually went home de. but den hor....~ ok fine. found out alot thing in de end wth. nvm. wo rennnn! [: blahblah~ after tat, went back home. thanks tiffany[: she super bored. den pei me home siaaa! haha. alot time le sia! hahaha. thanks thanks[: ok fine. shall stop here le. i bringing more baby photo tml leh. HAHAHA![: suer laugh dao penggg! k lah. i reply tags:D
Sunday, June 29, 2008
thanks people. i will try my very very best to stay happy. changed blogsong. quite old de song bah. but it suits my feeling now[: really thanks alot people for cheering me up... Yeeting'superlover, thanks for ur concearn. thanks for being by my side when i need u. thanks for everything. thanks for being my listening ear when i need it. thanks for the comfort. thanks for the love<3 thanks superlover. i love you to de max! [: & ur blog post really do touched me. i promise tat i will laugh like mad with u. i promise tat de real zoe will be back asap yea, i just wan to see him be happy tat's enough bah. i will be strong de[: i love you superlover. &last long with ur babyling k?[: Veron'huaidan, thanks for everything too. thanks for accompany-ing me today. you make me laugh like maddie. although i try to be strong. try to be happy. but, broken heart cant be mend so easily. i will cheerup de[: i love you huaidan<3 & the rest of girlfriends, thanks for being there for me. being with u all really make my day. didnt fail to make me laugh. thanks alot ppl. i will get over it asap. although i will still be waiting for him[: thanks girls..<3 i love girlfriends alot! Leying'stead, u this bloodyhell idiot. go lot 1 shopping left me alone at cca. f. u lah. hahaha. but still, i love you alot lah. u oso. never make me sad before de lah everytime siao with me like duno wad siao kia arh. haha. remember de greenskinnies shuai ge? ohmygod. hahaha! i remember tat time we are like crazy one lor. run here and there just to see him arlahh. blush somemore arh u i will drink more milk to be strong? LOLLOL! u owe me alot thing leh. wapiangeh. smack u arh anw, just thanks alot for being there for me. i love you forever lah. muarkssss! u better last long with ur J. if not i kill u arh. Lena'lover & yingjie, thanks for keep calling me to cheerup &asking me if i am alright anot. i will try to be strong de. thanks people. i love you all alot tooo! [: & to the rest, thanks alot alot. as i say, i promise to be strong de. maybe there is no chance alrd. but i am still willing to wait for it. cos i really cant forget him. i will try not to cry alrd. i just wanna him be happy. & boy, i will still be waiting for u. thanks for everything in de past. i really need u alot. & i cant stop thinking of u. i been thinking of u till i drow my tears. i should have treasure u last time bah. maybe by breaking, u will be more happy bah. just wanna u be happy. tat's enough[: i still love you boy. Friday, June 27, 2008
since long i update hur? ohmygod. cos i am lazy to online=x sch was fine today? went to sch as usual. went to meet yeeting first den walk to sch. after tat, chatchatchat and went to sit. ohwell. den first lesson. mathhh. superman duno at there shout like wad=.= i keep on wan to laugh=x i noe i am bad. HAHA! after tat yeeting show me her young photo. hahahha cute sehhh! very funny lah. change alot. after tat math got test lor. ehhh. still can say i noe how to do lah. LOL after tat jiu chinese[: quite fun? i keep laughing like i duno wad=x i oso duno y leh when talking about the chong qiu jie de you lai arh? i oso duno y i laugh until so siao lor. ohmygod[: recess. nth much happen lah went back class & is home econ. wapiangeh. okoklah. nth special oso. den was english i keep disiao jasman. hahahhah! ok. he noe can liao. ohwell den after tat before cca, i duno wad to say=x saw leyingstead[: she hug me like duno wad. LOL! blahblah lah went for cca at 130pm com labbb 1. ohwell. quite fun lah but den very cold xingyi keep kena bully=x den went out there to find yeeting, tiffany, junxiong & leonard after tat went in to help lena abit so tat we can went off. hahaha & mr neo fang ren liao. HAHA after tat went to 7-11 first. wooot~ i succeded to make ahem&ahem hold hand. whooo lala~ after tat buy things to eat all this. den went to basketball court[: went up to find veron awhile. den went down. den something happen lah scaryyy! chongren bian liao]: okwadever. shall not say more lah. den abt 530 went home liao. ohwell. shall really stop here. [: wapiangggg. boy, i miss the time when u hug me & say u wont let me go i really hope those time will past back.. Monday, June 23, 2008
i lazy to talk about things happen in genting=.= i only noe most of the time slping. wahaha. stupid bro lah. dun wan pei me go outdoor play went there, got play bowling, arcade & lan shop. tink like tat nia=x ohwell. wadever lah. LOLLOL woooot~ went to sch today. wanna walk out to meet yt de. but den she walk in lor. after tat jiu went to find de rest. went to chat. & went up hall. ohwell. i forget to bring storybook=x den veron they all tear some page for me HAHAHA! after tat jiu got discipline check, den prize giving. den went back class got to see de new arrangement. so de not happy=x sooo far away from him. ohwell. wadeverr ms tan guyi de lorr! say wat cannot sit tgt will da qing ma qiao=.= wapiangeh. suan liao. blahblah. den PE lesson. nth much lah intro de duno wad soft ball game de=x den ehh. have own time lor. &HOR! aishah draw de thingy damn nice eh! HAHAHA blahblah mother tongue lesson=.= change to ms lim. wapiangeh. =x ok, wadever. nth to say=.= ohwell, after tat math. two teacher come in. nag nag nag nag~ nag ge bu ting=.= might as well say we all lousy jiu hao say so much for wad. wadever. after tat recess. blahblah. run 2 time ard de parade square for walking at de corridor=.= wapiangeh okfine. den nv eat or drink saw stead. went to hug her hahahaha den bring her to see boyfriend=.= cos she wan to see. wapiangeh. okfine. wadever after tat music went to de com lab coool~ was playing with nasrul. HAHA damn funny sia. wadever. after tat enggg. bored]: stupid nazurah-.- sabo me to readdddd wapiangeh. after eng is geoggg. woooot~ PAPA SAMUEL[: ohwell. like so damn fun. ahhaa he keep crack joke i laugh till my tears drop wapiangeh=.= after tat keep move here & there. den after tat he caught my hairrr but i pinned up. HAHA. blahblah. ms tan came. changed seating arrangement. wapiangeh. so saddddd lah. terence not there crack joke with me liao cannot bully shawn liao shall think of wad i can do with jasman HAHAHAH! ohwell. after tat, dun wan say liao pei yt home. & went home with de rest. went back=.= my mum scolded me for de phone bill=.= ok. wadever. but heng my phone not confiscated. HAHAHAH! okwadever. shall stop here le cos i duno wad to carry onnn[: ohyeaaa. congrats to de new couple in 2C[: last long long long! & happy first month boy. <3 treat me like transparent. i really cant do anything & i duno wad to do. only when ppl call u to come to me den u will come to me? is that de love between us? i really duno anything. walk away like as if i didnt exist. as if i not in de class. nv even talk more den 30 words? i really duno wad to do. it really hurts me like i duno wad. i really feel like asking. am i still ur stead anot de? hais. boy, teach me wad to do. i am totally lost in a dark world... Saturday, June 21, 2008
boohoo people! i am stuck at gentinggg! damn bored here lah! de most of the time here only at hotel sleeping=x oka, for your information i at genting lan shop. nth to do siaa! saw ppl playing maple. den this bloody com dun have=.= wadever. ohyah. i brought a no degree spec here. damn cooool lah. i wan bring it on monday to sch. wahahha. i miss alot ppl. seriousss! i miss boyfriend de most lah. hais. i missing him like damn hell loads lor. nobody online now deeee! i online ebuddy oso no use sia! sad hor. hais. i shall reply de tags when i reach home lah. more time[: i damn bored now. i brought something for yeeting, veron & boyfriend only. no money lah=x if my dad got give me money den i go shop for more things okok? LOL! ohwell. i wanna go buy cap later. for fun=x genting not cold de leh. ok lah. shall stop here. i go back den say more=x & i haven even pack my baggggg=x i will only be back to singapore at tml night. so sian riteee. ohmygod:c wapiangeh. den keybored here damn lousy leh=x cannot see de word de. hais. ohwell. boyfriendddd, i miss you alott! 2C oso lah. shall stop here le miss me k? LOL. with loves Thursday, June 19, 2008
i am damn damn damn tired now lalalalalalala~ on phone with veron & yeeting ytd. den disiao veron. den me and yeeting fake scolding each other lor. HAHAHAHAHA! but she noe leh. not fun de. haha after tat she kup first lor. den me & yt chat till 6+ wooooow! she keep on singing singing & singing. accompany her to sing also lor. but den i damn headache seh. after tat i was like keep falling asleep den she shout my name. LOLLOL! ps arhh. damn tired lah. den ard 6+ she let me slp. HAHA. & my idiotic bro & stupid mum wake me up at 9+ KNNNNNNN! i wan slp lah!! den i give them attitude=x ps arh bath & went to boonlay there. wapiangeh. damn feel like slping cannn. ohmygod. ask about de genting thingy. &so on. den went to eat. went back to de five star there again.=x after tat ard 1130+ jiu went jp with my bro liao. wapiangeh=x we take wrong bus. den go one round le hor, tat bus take 30mins to reach jp. so we alighted, & den take 240 & went back to de same place, den reach jp=x LOL blahblah, i keep laughing like no one cares HAHAHA. reach gp, went to mac find my cousins & godmother ohwell. eat eat eat, they eat lah=x den went to shop ard. shop liao, ehhh. 2.55 went in de cinema[: watched kungfu panda. damn funny show. den got one little girl keep on crying=.= den another girl say bu yao chao lah. HAHHA damn funny sia. hahaha. after de movie, went to walk ard again lor. my aunt bought a camera siaa. wapiangeh. =x after tat jiu went to imm lor. went there to have dinner[: nice lah. damn full okokok! HAHA nice nice lah de japanese restraunt(?) oppps. haha ohwell. den after tat accompany my uncle & aunt go popular lor den back home le. ohwell. shall stop here le. i want to call boyfriend [: HAHAH! ohyeah, i going genting tml liao. hais. i damn freaking miss boyfriend ok ok, wadever. must miss me yea?[: HAHAHAH! & i need to bring my homework go there do. ohmygod=x wadever lah. shall stop here le[: Wednesday, June 18, 2008
whoooots~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF[: hahahahh! ohwell. ytd conference lor. as usual. haha veron sing alot bithday song to me sia. hahahah! den countdown to my birthday yea?[: received sms all this lor. den yeeting is de first to say happy birthday to me lah[: so sweet of her can. she call me to private call den tell me de leh[: she say she love me. HAHAHA den still got sms me oso u noe. so wuxim cannn![: not like someone so boximmm!]: HAHAHAH! conference till like 1+? den kup, but talked to boyfriend only. ohfine. fake slp=.= yaofeng still tell me: he really sleep liao kns sia!=.= sad dao cry=x wtfff. den he called back lor. i ask him, i thought u sleep liao. he say: wo gen ben dou mei you shui dao fuck seh. hear le damn dulan pls=.= after tat kup lor. den sms with yeeting. den he called me again lor. ask me if i cry just now. den still call me dun act sia. nb. damn dulan lah! den ji tao cry lah! knnb. =.= ohwell. wadever-.- after tat called to chat lor. chat till like 2+ like tat. he say hungry. call him go find things eat. den he say later call back. but den i fall slp. LOL! psps!:c den today, wake up. den veron called me. den chat chat chat. & about 130 like tat go her house lor. do homework lor. den alcie and her didi come[: her didi damn cute lah. i call him become my gan didi[: haahahha. he agreee sehh! ohmygod. ohwell. after tat do homework le went to eat lor. nicenice lah. chicken wing black sauce? HAHA. after tat jiu continue do homework. den go gp, buy sweet den go tuition le wapiangeh. damn funny sia! at tuition i laugh like duno wad=x cos de teacher say got one name de meaning is white hawk?LOL! den he say he everytime call "bai niao"(white bird) den me and veron laugh until like duno wad den i thought he say white cock=x LOL! really is laugh like duno wad lor! HAHAHAHAHA! den after tat me and veron keep eat sweet HAHAH! den ermm. i take pic of tat teacher while he teaching. hehehe. bad of me righttt. HAHA. ohwell. den after tuition, went to mac to find justin &raphael. they pass me present[: thanks alot lah. after tat went to kfc lor. find sean & zhelun zhelun pass me present too[: thanks alot too[: after tat chatted with them awhile lor. den went to meet my mum le. bought cake. &went back le. now i nth to do alrd. my bro and mum cook damn loads thing. HAHAHAHA! ohwell. thanks to those who wish me happy birthday[: by sms- Boyfriend,aishah,leying,raphael,sean,yeeting,veronica,seeyin, lena, xinyi,zhelun,yingjie,yaofeng,junxiong,tiffany,sylvia, wanni,my mum & my godmother. by phone call- Boyfriend, yeeting, veronica, alcie,yaofeng(?), my godmother. friendster, facebook,msn,blog- karin, nasrul, aishah, jacklyn,cherie, junjie, veronica, shena, jocelyn, justin, huaiqian, regina, ammirah,vinod sorry if i miss out anyone hor. LOLLOL! ohwell. thanks for those who give me present too![: much loves hur. ohwell. boyfriend damn HAHAHAHA! shhhhh~ he just called me lah. & HOR! HE DAMN CONCEARN SOMEONE! WTH! LOL! veronnn! wo hen shen qi! LOLLOL! nvm, i tink of white cock can liao! WAHAHHA. k lah. shall stop here le. i am damn hungry]: wth. cook so long sia! wapiangeh. ok fine. byebye. i love boyfriend lah[: YEETING&VERONICA is super duper wuxim de ok! Tuesday, June 17, 2008
i am damn tired! LOLLOL! chatted with boyfriend & veron yesterday[: till like 2+ going 3 lor wapiangeh. we chatted like so damn many things seh! HAHAHA! den me and veron ask y de 10 bros dun wan change to boyfriend. -laugh like maddie. boyfriend say sounds very gay seh okwadever. & he keep say he wan find his daughter=.= wapiang. nvm & suddenly hor. we chat about the life in sec 1 seh. den say wat we noe who first den how we get to noe them den chat dao our past crush. HAHAH! funny dao yao si. den boyfriend say something lor. wtheck. sad u noe=.= veron bu jiao liao jie wo. hais. ohwellwadever. 2+ like tat went to slp liao. wake up at 1045 today. damn tired lah. watch show lor. den after tat 3+ like tat went to jp with my mum and ihui lor. she wan go buy shoe=x after tat reach jp, went to find yeeting, yaofeng &boyfriend lor. yeeting pass me present[: thanks lah superlover[: blahblah. ps de ihui awhile=x went 77th street with them. awhile later pei i hui go buy shoe liao walk ard lor. den went to find my mum=x went to eat & went back lor. at interchange saw boyfriend yaofeng &yeeting lor den walk to 181 &back home. ohwell. nth to post alrd lah. i am damn bored so come post de. ohyea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEANKOR[: 17 years old liao sehh! hahah! maybe u really do regret bah. if u wan break, i cant do anything i really wonder is i got give u stress anot? i duno. & i really wan to noe wad's ur feeling. i am very confuse now. seems like you giving me cold shoulder again. i duno anything now. my mind is just so blankk. boy, dun leave me. i really need u. i love you. Monday, June 16, 2008
hohoho i am bored]:LOL ytd night boyfriend called to chat. HAHAH! & he wanted to hear my cousin say "happy father day" to him. LOL! cos my cousin called me mummy=.= so is his daughter too lor. ohcraps. LOL! so i passed de phono to my cousin. &called her to say. HAHA! &u noe he say one time not enough sia! LOLLOL! den keep call me pass to my "daughter" to say=x wapiangeh. alot time seh. den he say he hear liao very shuang. LOL cos i tell my cousin to call him papa den say happy father day.LOL -laugh like maddie. den they two keep wan talk lor. wapiang. LOL kukubird lah. after tat yaofeng call in, boyfriend call my cousin say again. den yeeting call in, he call my cousin say again. den veron call in, he call my cousin say again. LOL! wapiang. i laugh like duno wad =x after tat hong my cousin slp lor. blahblah. continue conference after tat. boyfriend and yaofeng kup le. den left me, yeeting & veron sialah. we chat hor. super funny conference. we tink of wad coffe shop stall. den in de coffe shop is only our stall. den we help the other to think about their "stall" LOL den we still think till becoming neighbour, & shooping mall. LOL wadever. haha. after tat abt 2+ like tat went to slp le lor[: morning 10 den wakeup. HAHA my cousin kelian seh. i slping mah. she alone at my room play soft toy. LOL. sad hor. too bad lah. i slping=x after tat when i wakeup, watch show lor. den she ask me where ytd de papa=x LOL. den i thought who mah. den she tell me ytd i say happy father day to him de lah. which is boyfriend=x SHE WANT FIND BOYFRIEND SEH! lol! kukubird. after tat msg boyfriend. he still slping den my cousin keep ask me where papa where papa. LOL den abt 12+ like tat boyfriend called me lor. wapiangeh. i sms him tell him tat his "daughter" wan find him den he wakeup straight away call me sia! to find his "daughter". WTHECK! LOL! not find me sia. find my cousin. LOL & my cousin called him pig korkor. LOL! cos he slp till 12+=x den he keep call me pass to her seh! wapiangeh. *jealous* -laugh. blahblah lah. he keep calling me today just to find my cousin. wapiang. pro hor?=x den my cousin pack my room for me. is like she love packing thing so damn much lor. HAHAHA! den boyfriend call her stop packing pei wo wan, den she keep say later later. LOL okwadever. went to gp just now. macmacmac[: with cousin and mum lor. den sean called me call me at gp wait for him i ask him y. he keep dun wan say after tat jiu at gp there meet him lor. he give me birthday present. haha! he buy me one piglet seh. haha.thanks lah kor. den i tell my mum. his birthday tml i haven buy his present he buy my one liao. LOL! my mum say " ni hao yi si arh?" LOL! crap lah. haha. blahblah. after tat eat eat eat. den went to buy sch shoe&slipper. LOL sian. after tat come back, my watch show with my cousin. & she went back alrd]: den before she went back, she come hug me leh. omg hug until damn tight! LOL! sad lah i keep call her stay one more days. but she cannot. hais. den i tell boyfriend, he say he dun wan call me liao cos my cousin not here WAPIANGEH! bias hor?hahah! ohwell. shall stop here le. i wan go watch show=x countdown countdown. wahahaha! Sunday, June 15, 2008
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY![: wahaha. ohwell. bored lah! chatted with yeeting ytd till like 3+ den i really cannot tahan lah. den went to slp lor. sry lehh! after tat kena wake up by my cousin at 7+ wattheheck. damn tired sia. but after tat i call her go find my mum den i fall slp again. wahaha. ohwell after tat wake up at ard 930 watched doraemon. HAHA! blahblahblah. went out ard 1+? forget liao lah. went to de ikea queensway there de? bought quite alot things lah. &my bro buy one doggy for me&mycousin ohwell. is softtoy de.. LOL damn cute lah=x but i still scared dog lah. he say is my birthday present. ok fine. LOL went to eat after tat. eat till like so damn full lah wtheck after tat went back lor. come home & help veron change blogskin[: HAHAH! yeeting & veron same blogskin as me alrd lah. only de pic & coulour different[: hehehe! ohwell. i duno wad to blog alrd. my cousin keep wan snatch com from me. wtheck ohyeaa. HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY TO AISHAHHH! [: sister! older den me liao lah!haha. sweet 14 horhor![: iloveyoulah! ohwell. boyfriend at karaoke? LOL! think so lah. he say he drink tiger beer. wtheck. LOL! wadever lah. i miss him really like hell loads lah]: hais. ohwell. he owe me something something. ohshh! LOL! wahahhahahaha. 2more days to sean's birthday! 3more days to my birthday! 5more days to lena's birthday & 5th month with leyingstead!:D 8more days to sch reopen & 1st month with boyfriend! <3 22more days to leying's birthday! hahah! count down count down! hahahah! Saturday, June 14, 2008
ohwellohwell. i am back for blogging=x cousins came to my house. so not peaceful LOL! mother not nice to be can damn f.king tired lah! LOLLOL! ytd they come here stay. like so ohmygod. they still remember yeeting, bananakorkor&dabiankorkor. LOL bananakorkor=zhelun dabiankorkor=sean -laughlikemaddie ohwell. they hor. very difficult hong them slp lor. =.= ohwell. conference ytd. &after tat called boyfriend only[: ohfine. he keep telling me "shi jie bian liao" ok. wadever.=x chatted till like 2+ like tat? den went to slp. &EARLY IN DE MORNING TODAY. I KENA WAKE UP BY MY COUSINS=X wtheck. 8+ only leh. i slp like 6 hour+? =x=x=x=x! ohfine. 9+went to macmacmac[: saw justin, raphael & jiejing there. their last day? i duno lah. chatted with them awhile lor. &went to eat[: let cousins go play first lor. while i watching them. LOL. went to chat with raphael they all again. &went back le. went to de duno wad shop first bought so many things for cousins lah. after tat back home. &slackkkk! LOL i keep take pic with them lah. damn funny alot guai guai pic come out ok. i am bored now=x wadeverrr! i got a cut on my hand ytd. how cool mannn! still got take pic de leh. LOL. -laugh.
Friday, June 13, 2008
I AM BORED BORED BORED NOW!]: ohfuck=.= going jp later with my mum is bored de ok. wadever=x i duno wad to blog alrd. i lazy to reply tag alrd. cos i did reply. but is gone. wtfffff! ohwell fine. thannkks for the tags people, i will takecarede[: loves you all lah[: everything seems to change. y cant times turn back? u really changed. i love the time being with u. really. it seems like u giving me cold shoulder this few days. i duno why. u said tat u would call me at night in de end, i waited for ur call. & u told me u wanted to slp alrd. it really hurs me alot. i just cant control my tears everytime. yea, maybe u tink tat i am crybaby eh? i duno. i really hope we could last. & i hope we will. if i have done anything wrong, i am sorry... Labels: maybe i am in wrong Thursday, June 12, 2008
went to veron's house today[: wowww. watch spice sibling arh? think so lah. so damn funny. although watch before liao. haha after tat use com use com lor. wow. after tat ermmm. alcie came[: went to meet shihui pay her money lor. alcie pei me go de. after tat went to 7-11 buy things to eat lor. hungry lehhh!LOL after tat jiu went back veron house eat eat eat, den alcie say wan watch incridible tales so watch lor. scary lah! after tat i shouted? -laugh blahblah. veron de maid oso scared. hahaha alcie keep taking de pillow. LOL. den after tat i standing up mah den got one part scary, i snatching de pillow from alcie den i fall. LOL den keep on laughing like i duno wad=x blahblahblah[: after tat, jiu went down bb court find de guys fuck lah. make me dulan=.= we go down, they saw us walk away i was like damn f.king dulan lah. den keep on scolding=x is like, wapiang. i 430pm need go home de. den becos i wan wait to see him. den i late go home. den kena scolded, den he saw us liao walk away wat fuck? damn dulan lah. like i wanting to see him den he like tat? hais. not sad de meh fuckkkk! ohwell.wadever=.= after tat went gp. buy de handphone thingy PAUL FRANK DE CUTE LAH! LOLLOL! hahahaha. buy snoopy de. nice lah nice lah=x after tat went back bb court lor. he saw me liao walk away? went to find him lor. like giving me cold shoulder like tat? dulan. i sit there keep diam diam lor. den he oso lor. in de end he call me go back cos i sure kena scold de mah bobian. i tink tink tink. sit there oso nth. den + my mum call me liao. den i go home lor. i was like. nearly kena car bang=.= lucky got horn arh. if not i not here blogging lo. justin called me. but not feeling v good. so is like so call ignore him. ohwell. wadever lah hor. somemore i now cannot go out liao lor. wtfffff! go out do hmk oso cannot. nb. i stay at home rot lor. ppl come oso cannot. knn i hate my family lah. ask my parent can go out do hmk anot. straight away cannot. cb. like as if i ur dog like tat. knn. fuckkkk! na bu-.- i wan chiong my hmk oso cannot. i one person wont do de lor. den i exam fail all this den at there this cannot tat cannot lah who cause de? ccb. knn lah!!!! arhhhhhh! i so wanna shout out now. wtf. i miss him like hell loads lah. den he like tat treat me. haisss! i duno wad to say lahhh! damn f.king stress. i should have kena car bang today=.= fuckk! u hurting me like so damn hell loads. went home late becos of u, & yet. this kind of attitude ugive me? i will not hurt meh? if it was u leh? i cry so many time cos of u. i am sure i can last with u. but things just keep going on like tat. u cant sms, i cant go out. i am really very scared tat ur feeling faded. &i swear i wont leave u. pls stop giving me cold shoulder can? hais. i wanna u be with me whenever i need u. it really do hurts. boy, dun ever leave me will u? Wednesday, June 11, 2008
BooHooo~ i am at veron de house going to tuition wif her later hahas. veron so huaidan wahahha. She wearing spongebob tee~~~ wahahaha. i am bored lah. so come and blog lor. =x hehehehehehehs i love boyfriend la veron wan spar with me now]: HAHAHA!! -laugh like maddie. ohwell, she found out my dirty little secret LOLLOL! just joking lah. ohwell. ILOVEHUAIDAN[: 12 more days to sch reopen. SIAN! hahahah! but nvm, go sch not boring de lor. hols super boring sia! ohwell. shall stop here liao[: -------------- edited[: back from tuition le IS FUN DE LOR! -laugh like maddie. went to meet leying awhile first before going tuition[: went to 7-11 buy sweets HAHAH! den on de way go meet leying. we rush rush rush. den veron feed me mashpotato(?) HAHAH! cos my hand not free=x run to leying[: pass her de money. HAHA. den went off to tuition lor. wapiangeh. damn funny sia den veron in class eat sweet. when i taking de sweet, the teacher suddenly come back. LOL! scare me and veron sia=x -laugh. damn fun lah. we two keep on laughing. hahahah! very funny lor. den i keep disiao de teacher i say he gay. LOLLOL. den me and veron keep in de class "Are You Mad?!?!" & "You're boring" wahahhaa. ohwell. nxt week birthday, nxt week tuition. cool man=.= you gou suay. LOL! ohfine. my boyfriend shirt come alrd[: LOL hahaha! meeting shihui tml bah[: yay-ness. haha. ohwell. shall stop here le[: boyfriend, i miss you]: Tuesday, June 10, 2008
woohooo. i am back back back[: LOL! went out ard 12+ today. walk to yt house downstair saw boyfriend & terence wtf. terence told me boyfriend say i am his dog. WTH! grrr. wadever lah. after tat go 15 floor there wait for yt and yf lor. den ermm. de guys go play bball=.= den me and yeeting walk away first lor. tinking tat them will follow us=x but den in de end. they never sia! they call and ask where we only den they come find us=x after tat, while waiting for them, de bus come liao lor so, yaofeng say take taxi go -laugh. he say he pay. LOL really he pay sia blahblah actually go bugis de. but den they say too far so slack at jp only lor. went to kiddypalace. at there slack quite long lah. bought janet big big de cookie monster[: me, yeeting & yaofeng share[: boyfriend say no money=x after tat went to toy'r'us to play LOL! childhood! crapppp. boyfriend keep emo-ing.wth.LOL sad rite. quite fed up de lor=x forget it]: is over man. LOL! ohcrap. bought de bubble thingy[: -laugh like maddie after tat went to bento box lor. only me, yeeting and yaofeng eat lah=x boyfriend no money wtheck. LOL. wahhahaa. after tat jiu wan to find out janet de house de. duno use wad method. cos wan give her surprise de mah. after tat yt call her and bluff her=x say need to noe her address cos wan do their girlfriend info. LOL! like tat oso can after tat jiu went to her house lor. wapiangeh=x boyfriend noe how to go de lor. den still say duno=x wtheck. ohwadever. after tat jiu go veron house there. yt go pass her de carebear[: after tat went to alcie house lor. played maple[: HAHAHA! so long bo play=x wapiangeh. nvm. after tat boyfriend dulan me]: ohwell. ok alrd. LOL. ard 5 like tat went down[: cycle bike lor. wow. fun leh. after tat jiu play play play yt went back first. so do yf lah. den left kukubird(alcie) & boyfriend den boyfriend dulan me again sia=.= for i duno wad reason. wtheck. keep scold me sia. so many vulgar somemore]: wadeverr! boyfriend rush back=x leaving me behind. wtheck. LOL nvm, i understand=.= blahblah lah. after tat jiu went back le lor. kukubird[: ohya. sean korkor de superman hat still at kukubird house sia -laughhhh- wahahaha. ohwell. shall stop here le. reply tags bah[: Boy, iloveyoulah
Monday, June 09, 2008
i am bored lah!]: ohwell, wake up @ 11+ today=xxx damn tired lah. actually going out with my mum at 10+ de but den super tired den slp till 11+ lor. kukubird lah. after tat prepare to go jp=.= damn bored lor. go there oso duno do wad after tat walk walk ard. go kopitiam eat lor saw hpy with his sis. LOL! kukubird sia. keep say i look like ghost=.= ohwell, fine. after tat waited for my dad to fetch us=.= go shengsiong & den back home lor after tat help my father do thing mafan=.= &i extend my hair so long liao. he now den fa xian dao slow! wahahhaha! ohwadever. i nth to blog liao lah. &&I F.KING MISS BOYFRIEND!]: sad ritee! &he keep bully me now lor! wapiangeh. -heartbreak! -laughlikemaddie ohwadever shall end here le. I LOVE TAN LEYING[:
CREDIT TO OHZHELUN FOR HELPING 2C TAKE PIC[: HAHAHA. ZHELUN, BIG ENOUGH? Sunday, June 08, 2008
ohwell, ytd class outing lah![: damn fun ok! but sad lah. ms tan never come]: oh, blahblah. morning wake up, stupid rain=.= so big de rain lor. den cannot go out. wtf after tat when de rain got smaller den i go out lor. went to meet them at jec yeeting,veron,janet,kelly,alcie,leonard,yaofeng,bearbear,junyang,yeejin&boyfriend lah after tat go to kbox lah. so damn fun! high high high like duno wad=x but de lunch hor..... i nv even eat tio. damn freaking er xin=x &de service sucks like hell. attitude worker eh? kukubird lah after kbox went to take bus to jp went to kfc to eat first. after tat den went to yingjie's house lor. reach there, den started to bbq lor. we girl sit there wait for food HAHAHA! de guys serve us lehh -laugh like maddie after tat me and janet keep wan avoid de dogg! wapiangeh. scared like hell lah. after tat eat eat eat den boyfriend keep drink beer=.= i drink some too lah. wahaha. den came back her house to slack HAHAHA! yeeting & yaofeng at yingjie's room den me & boyfriend at jun xian's room laugh like hell lah den we two keep suddenly run to yingjie's room see they two haha! they damn funny lah we go in den they joke tat they haven wear their shirt properly LOL! i laugh like maddie lah. den yt keep take de blanket cover herself den say she keep say she haven wear hao clothe. LOL! wahahaha. blahblah lah den played mahjong! LOL! wahahaha! i du hou leh. LOL. [like real lah hor] hehehe after tat called zhelun to help us buy breezer[: wow. he damn good lah. help us buy. haha! drink drink drink, veron drink alittle bit nia jiu like drunk like tat liao. HAHAHA. after tat they went to ride de bike lor. den walk to de playground there slack awhile &back to yj house lor. something happen before tat lah. nvm. pissed off. went to the room to slack again=x junxian keep disturb us. LOL after tat come down cut cakee![: so damn cute de cake lah. hahaha. take pic pic pic[: &sing birthday song. hahaha bearbear damn shy like tat lah blow candle tgt[: &cut cake tgt[: happy birthday term 2 babiess[: blahblah after tat ermm. slack slack slack. & went to eat again. LOL! & den abt 12+ like tat my dad come fetch me home=.= wtf wapiangeh nvm, i reach home, bath, slp. slp till 8+ sia! is like. i nv even wake up to see de time in de middle of de night=x yt & boyfriend called me i oso duno leh. LOL kukubird lah. after tat abt 9+ like tat bath, and prepare, and go out wahahaha. went to yingjie's house lor. so damn bored lah! i sit there alone=.= & you noe, I GO IN, THEY PLAYING UNDERWEAR wth. early in de moring i saw them playing underwear=x damn suay leh! LOL wapiangeh.kukubird lah after tat waited for alcie to come lor. awhile she come liao lah. went up to find yt[: her leg pain den after tat, went out there sit lor. where de guys slp.=.= wapiangeh. they slp until hor. damn messy sia after tat yingjie's ahma come up=x den go in yingjie's room. den horrr. i faster run in first mah call yf hide in toilet. den after tat her ahma go in toilet saw yf-,- den her ahma. nagnagnagnag LOL! i at there keep laughing only sia. blahblah lah i keep shouting tat i hungry-,- wahahhaa. order pizzahut[: so long den come sia. hungry like hell lor after de pizza come, den eat eat eat me and yt still complain very hungry LOL! wahahahha. after tat slack slack slack 3 like tat jiu went back le. siann! blahblah lah heng boyfriend nv accompany home sia! cos i walk, saw my uncle de car=x den they saw me somemore. den reach lift there, saw my bro. LOL! heng he nv send me home lah. ohwell. shall stop here liao lah lazy type le. picturee~ ![]() ![]() ![]() Tuesday, June 03, 2008
ohwell, i nth to blog today lah went out early to pioneer mall with my mum=.= sian! after tat went to walk ard lor. den went back. reach home awhile, boyfriend call my house. wapiangeh. xia dao wo lah. he say he just wake up pig rite. 12+ leh. LOL! ok wadever lah. i miss boyfriend like damn hell loads k! grrr! i love you lah boy! ohwell, he read my blog just now=x! wadever lah. i am just crapping here=x sian like duno wad mah. tml going engg! WOOOOT~ i miss boyfriend lah! Monday, June 02, 2008
ohwell, i am damn freaking sad now lah!]: hais. wadever lah. morning wake up, & jasman sms me say they at the soccer court=x i look down saw them LOL! after tat i keep on standing there see jasman and terence=x abt afternoon like tat more ppl come lah[: I SAW BOYFRIENDDDDD! ohwell, i at there keep on laughing=x my freaking mother say me sot. WADEVER! blahblah lah. awhile later prepare to go jp lor. sian! kukubird lah den i keep standing on de window there look at them wahahhaa. boyfriend took off his shirt lah! -laugh like maddie- after tat jiu go out le]: miss him like hell loads can! hais after tat reach jp. damn sian lah! walk here and there nth to walk oso de lor. wadever shit after tat jiu went gp lor. &after tat went to kenny cafe there de bb court[: FIND BOYFRIENDDD! ohwell~ i love today oso lah[: wahahahah. den keep with bf lah. &&yeeting & yingjie so long haven come. i need go back liao they come=x LOL! after tat boyfriend pei me home lor. wooot~ fun k. wadever. reach home. nagnagnag=x &den i cried lah. some probs. after tat yj come de. in de end everybody come=x but only yj come in lor. awhile later go gp liao. my stomach pain like duno wad fuck! den isl ike. i sit there pain until like duno wad rite my freaking mum still call me dun act. ccb sia! den after tat my bro eat liao, go kfc eat wapiang=.= but go there saw boyfriend & all lah so damn happy can![: i eat till wan .... ! nvm. after tat boyfriend sms me call me say go toilet=.= cos he outside there=x den call me tell my mum i go toilet. but is go find him lah wahahaha. i love boyfriend alot k! blahblah. after tat went to gp there. freaking mum brought me bag=x cos i keep call her buy. wahaha. den after tat jiu come back home liao lor. & freaking idiot hell. my mum take my phone=.=]: 3days den can take back KNN! I MISS BOYFRIEND LIKE HELL LOADS LIAO LAH!]: 4,5,7&8june! i wan see boyfriend ]: ohwadever. just called him[: using housephone lah. he say he miss me leh WAHAHAHA! happy like hell. ohwell. &&VERONICAOH IS MY HUAIDAN<3 WAHAHAHAHA[: IMISSBOYFRIEND!]: &&DUN SMS TO MY PHONE HOR. AFTER 3 DAYS DEN SMS! phone kena confiscate. wth. I MISS MY PHONE LAH Sunday, June 01, 2008
wahaha. nice hor? tadaa~ presenting sean & alcie[: ohwell, now "conference-ing" just now heard alcie shouting den zhelun say tat sean carry alcie. omg. so fast sia. only 4 days leh. wapiangeh. HAHAH! i joke with them say i wanna be their child godmother -LAUGH- ohmygod. den sean say he yao suan bei tong now. den i tell him carry somemore lor. HAHAH! alright, i am just so bored now. shall stop here alrd lah[: ohyea, upload some pic of my niece & nephew lah[: ![]() she is so guai to let me take her pic k! haha! she sits on my lap leh[: ![]() brandon![: ![]() brandon![: ![]() Jaredd! he keep dun let me take his pic lah ![]() Jaredd! ohwell, i so damn wan 7june to arrive now lah. i wan class outingg!![: ohwadever. ohwell, ytd was fun[: is like i rotting at home like duno wad alrd. den after tat boyfriend, junxiong, leonard & terence come my hse lah[: called alcie to come, she say cannot come. in de end she at mac with her dabenzhu! SHE GOOD!LOLLOL! blahblah lah de boys at my hse is like. i duno wad to say lah. LOL. bear bear fall slp @ my hse? LOL! so funny lah=x den boyfriend keep wan slp @ my bed=x i keep kajiao him dun let him slp. HAHAHAH! *evilevil* wahahha. &they keep using my com lor. den they say wan watch porn. watthefcuk! i was like keep calling them dun watch lah! MY COM LEH!LOL den terence say he type de web alrd. just haven press enter only. den i was like, wtf. den i wan go close de web de. but leonard action like wan to go press enter sia! i scared like duno wad. den boyfriend cover my eyes.HAHAHA! but heng leonard is go erase de web off. phewww~ den they went on printing song lyric lah. *like as if de paper & ink is free* HAHAH! blahblah lah. is fun de k! ard 6 like tat they went back le[: after tat prepare to go out all this lor. went out ard 7+ daddy drive. went to fetch my cousin all tat too. & off to de marine parade there? de duno wad hotel? i not sure lah. after tat my nephew and niece came[: wapiang. they come, den my cousin they all call them to call me ahyi den i at there keep say call jie jie will do. LOL! den in de end they call me ahyi=x wth. make me feel so old! but they are damn freaking cute lah. den my niece keep running to me want me to carry her wapiang=x i carry her till i no strength. LOL. she keep sitting on my lap lah. so cute k! &she let me take pic of her too[: hahah! after tat ard 10+ went back le. went to fetch my bro first. den in my dad car i was like, keeep falling asleep lah. den knock tio de window for like duno how many time=x after tat keep on sms-ing boyfriend. he is damn good k. ohmygosh[: ok. wadever. wake up 8+ today. boyfriend is earlier den mee! den he called me pig! wapiangeh. tat time duno who slp until 12+ WAHAHAHA[: k lah. shall stop here le. i reply tags nxt time later. &pic later[: |
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