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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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 The name is ZOE. I'm Attached to my one and only Baby :D Chocolate, Cheese, Ice-cream and 456 are my four best friends, they're not always by my side whenever I need them. So can consider giving them to me when i am sad (: Dont ever snatch this 4 best friend of mine from me :D My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all.
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"If we live our life in fear, I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again "
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Monday, July 28, 2008
arghh! my com is spoilt! so i am at alcie tan de house. -laugh. so i wont be updating lah. how sad rite. arlahmak. didnt went to sch today lah. bored like hell & my father spoilt my com! arlahmak shall end here liao lah Saturday, July 26, 2008
back to blogging[: sch was ok ytd lah. first lesson art. wthhh! the trainee-.- scold scold scold. den lit lesson. did geog hmk. hahah! after tat recess. &geog lesson. pathetic guys lah. they were late. & did 100 pushup yea? haiyo. papasam told us abt his ex -laugh. wat a wrong timing. wadever after tat math. got math test. ohmygod. i duno how to do=x blahblah. cca starts only at 2.30 actually, going to gp de. but no time. den walk walk walk went to buy cheesefries with lena & yingjie. den but chocolate. & went for cca. damn slack lah. ohmygod. was like so crazy inside=x we went on singing, bullying xingyi, dancing. LOL! -laugh like hell lah. dismiss at 3+? actually doing nth related to cca inside. mygod nasrul & junxiong outside. went to wait for leonard. & started slacking ard at the stairs there with lena, yingjie, nasrul, junxiong, leonard, tiffany & mr chia. HAHAHA! lawrence chia called me dear. so damn funny=x &i keep call him give me chocolate. LOL! i duno why this few day keep on wan to eat chocolate leh. blahblahblah waited for leonard till 5+? so we went on slacking at the staircase lor. saw leying! run towards each other & hug! [: so long never saw her mah. hugged nway as well[: hehehe. went back to find lena they all. went on singing over there. haha blahblah. after tat went to alcie house outside. cos the guys wan to go take back played outside. LOL! i keep spary water & jingsian de ass kena. LOL! -laugh went home after tat lah. shall end here le[: wat papasam say is rite. forget the past yea? 要坚强的面对人生 Thursday, July 24, 2008
finally i am back. i am lazy to online lah nth much happen during lesson today after sch stayed back for folkdance pratice haiyo i duno wad to say about it lah. dun feel like saying it oso. 2C can make it de rite?[: stayed till like 5+ got scolding by ms chen=.= & blahblahblah went home with lena,yingjie, kelly, gina, veron, tiffany & junxiong. sing sing sing again & was like so xia suay lah suddenly got so many huayi sec de ppl. LOL blahblah & i duno wad to update alrd. cos seriously not in de mood too. everything has come to an end alrd. i duno wad happen. is just a sudden attack. i duno wad to do either. should i cry/sad or should i be happy? everything is ending. i duno wad happne to me alrd. if this is the life, why not end it? since everything is ending. wat's the point in living now lah. gou fan liao can. girl, i never fake to love you.
Monday, July 21, 2008
went to sch as usual not in the right mood today assembly keep on talking only lah. guoyao and sean super disiao lor. wapiangeh. after tat jiu got duno wad speech den back to class liao, intouch? about the cyber bullying & game addiction arh? den i keep laughing. i duno why blahblah H.E, nth much lah. den PE. went to de com lab did de duno wad survery den no PE lesson. hahaha! english lesson go through de duno wad thing lah. funny like hell cos of something. which i lazy to say=.= after tat recess went late for recess. went to change & little time to eat only lah rush rush rush den back to class. phy test. still ok lah no mood oso ans all Q but anyhow do de LOL at least i try mah den math. siannsiannsiann super no mood leh. i duno why. den is lit. more no mood lah. the teacher, scold scold scold=.= den chinese lesson. got test lor. after tat do jian bao? something like tat lah must do finish den can go den faster rush rush rush! LOL after tat went to find papasam take money from him lor. den went to jp with yingjie waited for the bus like so damn long lah faster go make the jersey thing so many problem come out lah=x in the end ok le. den went to buy things eat & den take 181 to alcie house. while yingjie take back to sch to find lena[: so many things happen at alcie de house lah i really laugh like crazy i duno why. LOL hahahahah! i keep making bear bear. den played ice. fun lah[: nasrul dun angryyyy! ]: haishais. hais. playing with you today really make me very happy 我哭到很累了。 真得很累了。 看到你对我的眼神，真得让我很心痛。 我真的不知道该这么做？ 你给我一个答案好吗？ 我的心真的很痛很痛。 i am sorry for wad i have done i really duno wad wrong i have done. but really sorry. the moment just now really brightens up my days whenever i tink of it, it hurts me. cos i really wan times to turn back. memories everywhere. do you noe how hurt am i when u say acs? girls get jealous easily. really really very easy. sorry. i say tat alot of time. maybe u are sick of listening to it alrd. but all i can say is only sorry. nth more for me to say alrd. all i can do now is to look at u secretly. which it really hurts me alot alot. the decision is up to u. wednesday.... is gonna be a sad day? Sunday, July 20, 2008
back from the outing[: wake up at 8+ today waited for my parents to come back=x eat breakfast, & den asked my mum if i can go out anot alot things happen before tat. wthhhhhhh! cried for 1h. steady hor?wapiangeh after tat can go out alrd, went to meet yingjie at gp there. den went to 900+ there meet with yeeting. went to jp kfc. eated veron, alcie & tiffany came eat liao jiu go jec meet up with the guys. yeeting went to play de sweet thingy. keep 1$ 1$ 1$ -laugh i sponsor(?) her 2$ only. lol play play play. den alot sweet lah after tat, went to buy movie ticket de but den dun have space mah. den nv watch lor. wan go kbox de. in the end very exp went to partyworld lor. taman jurong there had a hard time finding it sia. haiyoooo! alot things happen lah hais. den inside, at first i very high de but duno why hor i sing my blog song till tears come out i really duno why. really describe my feeling alot alot. yeeting&veron saw my cry, they oso cry yeappp. they keep making me laugh[: but awhile i ok alrd lah. thanks for the hug yeeting<3 huaidan & chocolate thanks lots too[: i love you all lah. haiyo. after tat something happen lah. dun wish to say it oso huaidan, cheerup k? <3 went back to gp outside kfc there slack 7 like tat went back home lor. tiffany chua sent me back. & she told me a very lame story. which i oso dun understand. ok fine. shall stop here liao. cos i nth to say alrd. i only noe my eye super pain lah will slp early tonight[: i duno wad happen either. do you noe how much it hurts to see you like that? i really duno wad to do. i really hope times could past back. i have enough of everything i am tired. really very tired alrd. everything is against me. my parents & you. do you know that you play a important role in my life? i only can look at you secretly. my blog songs really suits my feeling alot now. do you know how hurt am i when i sing that song today? i just drop my tears out of control. do you ever bother to care? i duno. really duno. my mind is in a blank now. i taken the first step to say sorry. but you oso dun wan reply my msg. wad you want me do? going out with you really brighten my day. but today, i just cant control the tears. is really very hurt you noe mah? i really duno wad you wan. maybe you feeling faded? history is repeating itself once again. not tat i am wierd. but all i say is the fact. you say me wierd, cos i always say you changed or i am sad. but is all the fact. is not tat i am wierd or wadever i am really hurt. deeply hurt. is the first time i drop my tears when i am singing with friends. you dun even freaking bother to look at me? i have been looking at you secretly everytime. you dont even notice. you make me dun have the courage to face you. i really dun wish to see history repeating itself again. you really play a important role in my heart. i still love you boy. & mum, i noe you wont look at my blog. but, do you noe tat wat u say to me today really hurts alot? i really wan to start studying & prove to you tat i can study. everytime you and dad qurrel, do you noe tat i am hurt too? you are not a maid to me. you are my mum. although sometimes i really hate you alot. & say nasty things about you. i noe you scared tat i will do wrong things once i am in r/s but, i noe wat am i doing everytime de. i noe you scared tat i will get bad. i promise tat i will study hard for you. you are my mum. NOT my maid. Saturday, July 19, 2008
Changed link[: cos i use till sian alrd. ytd sch still ok lah. after sch 2 den cca. went for cca. com lab 1[: 15mins only. LOL dismiss liao, waited for lena write notes to mr neo cos he last day lahh!wapiang! mrneooo! bye bye!]: must miss us, cos we will miss you. haha after tat saw nasrul, jx & leonard. shouted to them. so farrr! they waited for us. den pei lena back. her house damn niceeeeeee! wapiangg! i love de big big super big mirror. LOL awhile later, went gp. & back to sch with kelly & yingjie to find mr ramesh. nasrul help me take bag to alcie house first. hahah back to sch, so de finally la! let us found him. LOL discuss abt cca thing=x end up, need find him again on thursday! blahblah. after tat, waited at the bus stop for zhelun den walked to alcie house. go there slackkk. play with nasrul. hahah! den called alcie to cook mee for me[: hahah! thanks alcie! went back ard 545? went veron house first she wan go bath mah den went gp buy bubbletea den went back home den today. went out at 1030 like tat lah meet yingjie at playground there, den went jp. waited for lena. & go make class jersey! <3 like so de finally lah. -laugh dun have black and white. so, black & grey lor. went kopitiam to eat. but den eat until dun wan eat=.= after tat, slack ard at jp. went to arcade. took neoprint. den pei lena go till interchange. went back jp slack awhile later, alcie came. slack slack slack. went to yingjie house awhile to slack.. no place to go. LOL but den awhile go back home le[: i am bored lah. Thursday, July 17, 2008
since long i post. -laugh cos i am lazy to online went to acs ytd=.= should not have gone sia. wapiang alot things happen lah throw away our socks & buy wwss socks=.= after tat leh, de bus so small lah & is like we got 45 people like tat leh in the end 2A de bus bigger den ours arlahmak reach acs, saw quite a number of pri sch mate[: saw one shuaigeee! ohmygod. damn cute! his name is edward arh? heard from veron.haha! super super cute lah. -laugh blahblah. talk & all tat. went back ard 12+? got a bigger bus. & blahblahblah. after tat went to alcie house awhile. go there slackkkk! went home at 3+ bathed & went to alcie house again. the guys went to play block catching lor. 4+ went to tuition with veron thanks people for sending us there=x -laugh. tuition like damn no mood lah talk alot to the teacher. not regarding math somemore. hahahah! but still no mood lah. cos of some reasonnn! went to take bf shirt from shihui[: waited so long. haha. but nvm. thanks veron for accompanying. went gp buy things & back home. at night den chatted with yeeting[: hahaha. talk alot things lah. although we are like so evil. LOL slp at ard 12? today late dayyy! [: which means i can slp later. hahah. wake up at ard 730? prepare prepare went out. took bus there. den meet with yeeting[: walked to sch. & blahblahblah. irritating people. ohwell. ms tan check on our sockss! lucky my one can pull. -laugh. first lesson, phy. divded into 2 groups. sian. den chinese. nth much. did workbook. den recess. den geoooo! my fav lesson lahh![: only papa sam can make me laugh got so call "test?" after tat i was like no mood de lor. den papa make us laughh[: he keep making us laugh only lah. arlahmak. after tat is math teacher never comeee! but den de class damn noisy lah. eng lesson. did summary with perryliew[: den folkdanceee! hahahah! i keep on laughing. cos veron told me something but in de end i oso duno y no mood=.= after tat went to find ramesh cant find him AGAIN. haiyooo he call us today go find him de lor. alot time liao leh. LOL blahblah went to gp bubble tea, eat & back![: shall stop here le bah. & stupid bro tag me with lol =.= hahaha. A Cock Steamer[: Friday, July 11, 2008
BOOO![: i at yongchee's house now blogging. the guys all playing psp nia. den yaofeng at here act one will play guitar de -laugh. wapiangeh. the keyboard very difficult type leh. LOL very harddd lah. went out at 5 like tat ytd. meet yonghong & yeeting. went to de near kfc there slack while waiting for other den went bus stop meet them lor after tat went to jp le. saw bear bear waited for kelly, yaofeng & boyfriend[: den went to eat. didnt eat lah. see the rest eat lor. arlahmakk. den yaofeng, bearbear & boyfriend keep playing psp only =.= so fun to play de meh LOL! & hor, me & yeeting become yonghong de "bodyguard" -laugh cos he alone mah. bo bian dun wan pangseh him lor. wahahah. abt 6+ went to take train to raffles there. meet zhelun & his friends over there lor. den walk to vch[: so many people lahhh. went up to sit lor. saw alot ppl too lah. concert start & blahblahblah. people go see concert, bearbear & boyfriend keep playing psp only=x den yaofeng keep at there wan slp. LOL after tat de band is de best de lor. all like so high only. mrdean look so coool lah! me, lena, gina & yingjie at there keep on shouting only. hahahaha. blahblah. ard 9+ end lor. den my father & mother come fetch me lor. sian lahhh! after tat reach home, hungry. LOL. called my mum to cook thing lor. den went to slp. damn tired lah. den today wake up late. oso very tired lor. den went to sch quite late lah. after tat lesson lesson, all damn slpy la. only @ geo lesson mr samuel make us laugh only lor. wapiangeh. so disguisting lah him. after tat math boring lahhhhh! super sian cannn. haiyoo. still kena stay back. wth. went to wait for yeeting she go bath first. den her dad drive us to lot 1 went to eat & meet boyfriend. den come yongchee house lor. tink going back soon le? i duno leh. LOL. shall end here lah. nxt time i den reply tagss Thursday, July 10, 2008
arlahmakkk. i so damn lazy to post lah. LOL! ytd alot things happen sia. learning festival. went to de quick movie snack thingy tgt with alcie, janet & taryn make popcorn & de cupcorn. quite nice lah den after tat went recess. den went to discovery centre. OHMYGODDDD! GOT SHUAIGE THERE CANNN!? -laugh like hell. me and yingjie like so mad abt him sia. jeremy damn coool, cuteee & shuai lah! wapiangehhh. so funny lahh. after tat went back at 1+ back to wwss. den dismiss lor. went back home. den go veron house de guys were there too lah. den went to tuition OHMYGOD so damn lucky tat me and veron never take de same lift as them lor. hahahah! cos they tio stuck in de lift leh! ohmygod. got, nasrul, leonard, jingsian, junxiong, yaofeng, terence & boyfriend. HAHAHA! we were like laugh like hell sia. den veron faster call de lift thingy de come. LOL!rush them there. den we late for tuition leh -laugh. when they were "rescue" out, went 7-11 to buy drinks den went for tuition boyfriend, yaofeng & leonard sent us go[: tuition totally no mood. i also duno y leh. suddenly de LOL after tat jiu went back le. den today. learning festival again lor external activity. archeryyy. quite fun lor. although very pain lah. & heavy. LOL. after tat internal activity is de woodcraft de i wan make de ferris wheel de lor den no more liao so make de train de. den recess. den went back hall got de pw sharing. den de podcast. damn bored lahhh. wapiangeh. blahblah. went to mac after tat. den back home. later going vch. CANT BELIEVE MY MUM ALLOW -laughhh first time can go till so far & till so late. damn coool~[: ok lah. shall stop here le. cos i wan go prepare[: bye byeee! Tuesday, July 08, 2008
back to post. not in de good mood yea? sch was alright today after sch called my father, have a "fight" with him. fuckkk! headed to yingjie's house after tat. 3.30 went back alrd. i duno wad happen to me lah. seriously. really very stressful this few days. went back with lena & wanni. went to gekpoh mac. buy thing to went back eat. back home my freaking father only noe how to eat=.= my mac, he keep on eating. fuck lah. no money buy meh? guailan=x hais. no mood to post le lah. reply tags nxt time. & yea, 对不起。。。 boy, i duno wad happen alrd. we really have lesser time tgt alrd. i really hate my life. out of de sudden, i really need you alot. how i wish u were by my side now. i really do love you alot. i miss you :c Monday, July 07, 2008
boohooo~ yeeting, veron, alcie, yaofeng, nasrul, yongchee, junxiong, leonard, sean, zhelun & boyfriend came my house today! [: fun lahhh. if not i bored dao like hell arh. -laughh. they just went back lah. i duno wad to say sia=.= just really fun lah. hahaha. fucker cooked curry for them leh -laugh. i at night going eat again wapiangeh. wadever=x i am super bored now lahhh. wapiangehhh. ok lah. i am off to do hmkwk liao lah. wahahhaa. shall reply tags first lah[:
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Boo! C: i am boredddddddd super boredddddd -laughhh. ohwell. played mahjong with my mum and bros just now. wapiangeh. at first keep winning. den in the end i keep losing. LOL! i going airport later for i duno wad reason=.= fineee! i wont have a good night today alrd. cos my bro friend coming my house to play mahjong @12am! wtheckkkk! shall stop here and prepare to go out alrd lah[: reply tagssss
Saturday, July 05, 2008
boohooooo~ i am backkkkk to blogging wahahaha. not i lazy to blog is i lazy to on com! HAHA opppps~ i duno wad to blog oso lah. just dun wan this blog to be dead mah! so come blogggg. cos once i blog, TAN LEYING will blog[: wahahha. i really duno wad to blog leh. well, i love boyfriend alot alot! [: steadddd! ur turn to bloggg! wahaha Tuesday, July 01, 2008
i duno why i am damn tired today leh. duno wad happen to me also leh. blahblahblah. went to sch as usual went to find yeeting den went sch. quite late today lah. meet girlfriends. den went up hall. read read read. damn tired sia like wan sleep like tat=x den got de duno wad talk den we all keep on talking den ms tan keep look at us. hehehe bored lahhh! went back class, chem lesson. wait for de teachers to come talk talk talk, went to labbb. woooot~ shawnsit same bench as me wahahhaa. can bully him:P blahblah. went back class. engggg~ mr ang came in. wapiang. sit beside bear bear. which is infront of me?=x did listening compre den is like damn (i duno wad to say) blahblah. after tat mr ang say we are a very discipline class? hahahha! blahblah. after tat went to com labbb. for musiccc[: the relieve teacher damn cute lahh! hahahahha! ohwell. after tat did worksheet. do finish le can on com use. den alot ppl can use leh! hahahha! all online msnnnn~ den all conver tgt. -laugh like hell. blahblah. after tat recess. went to change & eat lor. den geo! wapiang. forget is geo sia. den all keep walk here and there. LOL den me, yeeting & veron went to say sorry to papa samuel hahaha! he so cute lah. he not angry[: blahblah. went to mrl. coool~ use the com to do de duno wad. den H.E wowwww~ make pizza!yummmmmmy! never make mushroom soup lehhh! wapiangggg. i wannnn! nvmmm! went back chinese lesson de story touch lehhh not like mine father=.= everytime scold me=.= ok fineee. wadever! blahblah. stayed back till like 3+ for ms tann! alot thing happen yea? after chinese i totally bo mood qu. i also duno y leh lalalala~ cant find mr ramesh lah. after tat jiu go yt house downstair there slackkk slack till i wan slp lah. LOLLOL! den veron wan go back sch forr..... hahaha. saw gina and lena. went back sch tgt. den sing song with lenaaa*loverrr! [: hahahaha~ walk back sch after veron..... hehehe. after tat keep singing while walking lah. ok, we sing alot song lah. many dreams one aspiration oso. LOL! den ku cha. den liang shan buo yu zhu li ye(?) den abc. den blah blah black sheep. den twinkle twinkle. den bye bye. i tink like tat only? i duno lah. hahaha. blahblah. duno wad to blog alrd lah. quite longgg? shall stop here lee! [: |
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