Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating
Profile The name is ZOE. I'm Attached to my one and only Baby :D Chocolate, Cheese, Ice-cream and 456 are my four best friends, they're not always by my side whenever I need them. So can consider giving them to me when i am sad (: Dont ever snatch this 4 best friend of mine from me :D My greatest enemies are Liar, Backstabber, Hypocrite and Nag. I hate them alot. World would be sucha better place without them all. Tagboard Bitchy♥ Mediabox "If we live our life in fear, I'll wait a thousand years Just to see you smile again "	Sunday, January 17, 2010 i aint feeling well again. fuck-.- damn fking sick. wtf. i having sore throat and running nose/blocked nose. i aint in the good mood now ): i am fking sad/confusing. argh. fuck i meet someone today. (: went to jp first while waiting for my cousin to reach jp. haha~ so slow! i waited for like 1 hour plus? >< so i went to mpire again. chatted with girlfy'k, aina, mummy and rokiah. hahah i miss working there though ): accompany girlfy'k to dabao her lunch. cheeerup my dear girl (: cousin reach around 3. went to find them and went to safra. but reach safra, i did not go with my cousin alrd. haha. went to lan there. to meet my friend. saw jason and co. >< den so qiao baby, andrew and shenyang also came. fkup hor. he never reply my sms den he go play lan lor-.- i hate it when he's with his friends. cos i am always like transparent. if i am not with him he wont even text me a single shit when he's with his friends. everytime is i started the text. cant he be more auto-.- i am so pissed can. at least i go out with my friends i DID text him. but he wont even care to reply me. end up saying i didnt text him. argh. whatever. i dun wan quarrel with him. seriously. but i just dun like this attitude of his. he didnt even tell me he is going out with his friends. why he can and i cant >< ya, shit. whatever. argh. so ya. went back with him after tat. thought of going to find my cousin actually. but he's with his friends. so forget it~ hahah! i duno why when i reach home, i am so fking sad ): argh! i hven do any piece of my home work -.- argh, fuck. dun feeel like going to sch tml! fking shit >< why cant he just give me more freedom? ): Thursday, January 14, 2010 ahying is sick ): hope she get well soon alright :D my eyes is getting better, but is still hurt. i finally went to sch ^^ i feel so fun today. wahaha. for the first time i dun feel sleepy in geog lesson. and i can do de worksheet myself! :D actually human geog still not so difficult lah :P i must pay more attention. wahaha. math today time pass very fast also. physic and chem is the worst >< but okay lah, we 4 got alot things to keep laugh at. HAHA. ihui's dian dian! LOL. CME lesson is the best :D cos we really laugh like nobody cares ^^ CME lesson is always so great. haha~ wahahah, i feel so happy today :D i duno why. went to jp after sch together with xinyi, wenxin, ihui and derrick. baby got poa lesson. wahaha, walk ard looking for something, helped girlfy'k dabao her shilin chicken and honeydew sago :D such a good girlfy i am. wahahha. i know she's hungry as she always is! hhahah went to rush to get myself a flipflop :D saw a high waist skirt ard there. damn nice. and is only 10bucks ^^ shall get it tml. wahah~ {provided if my mum give me money} wahah, cos i told her about it alrd ^^ dm's rambutan brudder is always nice :D i miss their durian. i maybe working for dm's roadshop. sat and sun. still not sure but i want ): i miss aina and girlfy'k sia ): walk ard jp with the rest. went back to gp after tat. cos horsey wan to book for her rebonding. meet baby at his house downstair after tat. he want to have his lunch. den call me pei him >< went to gp's mac. saw yazid. haha. he 456-ed while i didnt ): so sad sia. cos he buy hot de! ): i dun wannn~ den baby come my house after tat nor. he went back ard 5+ 6? not sure. and now i am bored lor >< shall start copying my geog notes and math >< so tiring~ shall stop here alrd. get well soon ahying! ur birthday is just 4 more days! i wanna work for roadshow pls! ): Wednesday, January 13, 2010 my eyes still hurt like some mother fucker. now tat my left eyes is going to be okay, my right eyes started to pain. fuck i miss out alot in sch ): f&n N level question is out. and i fking cant go to sch to know the question. i think i still cant go sch later. cos i fking still cant get to sleep and my eyes really hurt alot ): i have drink alot water liao leh. keep make me go toilet only~ i played badminton this few day until my back very pain >< i realise i have great friend (: i hope i am not wrong ya. yea, i should try and sleep now (: cos my eyes is so damn fking pain >< girls, i will try my best not to think so much. thanks for all your words. outing with all of you one by one soon! (: Saturday, January 09, 2010 i feel sad, like really. my eyes is swollen again. fucking pain i dun like this year totally. is just starting of the year, yet there are so many thing happen at 1 time. i am just a 15 years old kid not even reaching 16 so soon. how the hell am i going to cope we all this. i use to have a happy family. but not anymore. i use to have a boyfriend that cares alot for me. but not anymore. i didnt treasure what is give to me the last time. now, i am starting to regret. why cant i just focus on my study. i wanted to pass my n level. i want so many thing and god just cant give it to me. i should have treasure the past. now, i am missing my past. i hate being alone. i tears whenever i am alone. i really dun wan all this to happen. i am worry for so many things. this year isnt a good year for me either. i hate it when my boyfriend gives me attitude. i totally duno what to do. i miss the time when my family always gather together during public holiday. i miss the time when my family always go out together. i have no one to lean to. no one in the world can be trusted. you wont know when they will walk away from you i always take things for granted. teach me what should i do. i dun like everything that is happening right now. i feel like going to a beach now. alone. or maybe air port. maybe i should go alone to cool myself down. no one in this world understand me. why cant my boyfriend understand me.
But baby, where they knock you down and out Is where you oughta stay